6 words can really hurt...

This is crazy​!​

6 words​ can reall​y hurt.​.​.​

Scrol​l down.​

if this doesn​'​t touch​ you.​.​.​

you'​re heart​less.​

One night​ a guy & a girl were

drivi​ng home from the movie​s.​....

The boy sense​d there​ wassomet​hing wrong​ becau​se of the painf​ul

silen​ce they share​d betwe​en them.​

The girl then asked​ the boy to pull over

becau​se she wante​d to talk.​

She told him that her

feeli​ngs had chang​ed & that it was time to move on

A silen​t tear slid down his cheek​ as he

slowl​y reach​ed into his pocke​t & passe​d her a folde​d note

At that momen​t,​ a drunk​ drive​r was speed​ing down

that very same stree​t.​

He swerv​ed right​ into the drive​rs seat,​killi​ng the boy.​

Mirac​ulous​ly,​ the girl survi​ved.​....

Remem​berin​g the note,​ shepulle​d it out & read it , it said

"​Witho​ut your love,​ I would​ die...

Cioaz!!!

100 Inexpensive Ways to Say " I Love You"

(#) is the examples of the numbers~

# Write your lover an original, romantic poem (no matter how bad or sappy it is!)
# Give your lover a romantic massage
# Take an evening to learn all about your lover’s hobby or unique interest
# Prepare a romantic meal for your lover (even if you’re a lousy cook)
# Rent a romantic movie to watch with your lover (An Affair to Remember and Casablanca are great!)
# Make a list for your lover of your ten favorite romantic memories of the time you’ve spent together
# Tell your lover how much you enjoy waking up to them in the morning as soon as you wake up
# Buy flowers for your lover’s mother to thank her for bringing such a special person into the world
# Wash the dishes by hand with your lover, even if you have a dishwasher
# Bring your lover romantic flowers at least once a week
# Take your lover to a free museum or art exhibit
# Make a romantic picture frame for your lover with your favorite photo of you together
# Brag to your friends or family about how much you adore your lover
# Make dinner for your lover’s family to get to know them better
# Offer to give your lover a haircut (but only if you know what you’re doing!)
# Buy the sappiest, cheapest greeting card you can find and add your own special romantic message
# Make giving your lover a hug your first priority when you get home from work
# Tell your lover that your relationship is your number one priority
# Ask your lover to teach you how to make their favorite meal
# Take your lover to a romantic park to push them on a swing
# Save romantic souveniers from every date you go on with your lover
# Take your lover on a romantic ferris wheel ride
# Clean your lover’s car for them
# Write your lover a “101 reasons why I love you” list
# Kiss your lover on the cheek every day
# Make a romantic scrapbook full of pictures showing your lover as a kid growing up and give it to them as a present
# Buy your lover an inexpensive box of candy to share together (not just for Valentine’s Day!)
# Build a romantic sandcastle together with your lover at the beach
# Take your lover back to the place where you went on your first date together
# Give your lover a romantic thank-you note for all of the happiness they bring you
# Learn how to sew and surprise your lover by fixing a ripped article of clothing for them
# Email or scribble down a snippet from a romantic poem for your lover
# Whisper secret romantic words in your lover’s ear, even when you are alone together
# Put together a romantic photo album of pictures of you and your lover
# Put a smiling picture of your lover on your car’s dashboard
# Take your lover on a romantic afternoon hike or walk
# Have flowers delivered to your lover at home or work
# Read romantic love poems to your lover and laugh together at how sappy it is
# Try to knit your lover a horrible, romantic winter hat, sweater or gloves
# Mail your lover a card or letter expressing your love, even if you live together
# Put a gentle arm around your lover’s shoulders when walking together
# Make your lover a romantic calendar with a different picture of you together for each month
# Watch a romantic movie together and make a bowl of popcorn for you to share
# Take your lover on a romantic drive in a rich part of town to look at houses together
# Buy an inexpensive bottle of wine for you and your lover to share
# Say “I’m proud of you” to your lover
# Paint a picture for your lover, no matter how awful your painting skills
# Write a letter to the editor of your local paper thanking your lover for everything they do for you
# Breath on your lover’s hands to warm them when it’s cold outside
# Make your lover a romantic CD of songs that are special to you
# Pack a special, romantic picnic for your lover
# Take your lover out to try one of your favorite hobbies or sports–or try theirs!
# Tell your lover how much your first kiss or date meant to you
# Use romantic text messages to send your lover love letters on their cell phone
# Start a romantic blog for your lover with pictures and posts about your relationship
# Express your love on a mirror or window by writing with a bar of soap (don’t worry, it washes off!)
# Romantically kiss each of your lover’s fingertips, one after another
# Learn how to play a song for your lover on a musical instrument, then surprise them with a romantic impromptu performance
# Surprise your lover with lunch at work
# Surprise your lover with romantic rose petals on the pillows at bedtime
# Cut out small hearts from construction paper and leave them in places where your lover will find them
# Email your lover to let them know you are thinking of them during the day
# Plant flowers in your lover’s yard or in a windowsill planter
# Draw a romantic, funny cartoon for your lover expressing your love (the worse the drawing the better!)
# Learn how to give your lover an amateur manicure
# Sing a romantic karaoke song for your lover the next time you go to a bar together
# Have a romantic dinner waiting for your lover after work
# Light romantic candles for your lover at dinner, bedtime or when sitting around
# Learn how say “I love you” in a different language to surprise your lover
# Send a romantic e-card to your lover’s email inbox
# Shovel the driveway for your lover after a snowstorm
# Surprise your lover by changing the oil in their car or rotating their tires
# Ask your lover’s family about any special ideas for making them happier
# Offer to paint your lover’s nails (if a woman) or to help him shave (if a man)
# Bake your lover a cake and write a special romantic message in frosting
# Play romantic music while eating together or spending time together
# Cook for your lover in a way you’ve never tried before, like grilling outside
# Ask your lover to dance with you to a romantic song while your are alone together
# Take your lover for a romantic bike ride
# Use creative romantic words other than “I love you” to tell your lover how you feel
# Rake the yard or mow the lawn for your lover
# Instead of store-bought flowers, make a romantic bouquet of wildflowers for your lover
# Make your lover homemade candy instead of buying
# Take turns reading to each other from a favorite novel or book
# Buy a book of romantic art and ask your lover to look at it with you
# Make a scrapbook of all the romantic notes and cards you’ve received from your lover
# Take your lover sledding on a snow day (it’s not just for kids!)
# Make plans with your lover for exciting and fun weekend dates for the rest of the month
# Try an exciting new recreational activity with your lover that neither of you have done before
# Call in sick to work on your anniversary every year just to spend romantic time with your lover
# Find out your lover’s favorite drink and become a master at making it
# Make a list with your lover of all the wonderful things you have in common
Go to the fair with your lover and win them a stuffed animal (whether you’re a man or a woman!)
# Call your lover during the work day to tell them you were thinking of them# Put time and thought into making homemade jewelry for your lover (but don’t forget to buy the real stuff occasionally!)
# Ask your lover for a picture of them to carry in your wallet or purse
# Try baking a romantic batch of cookies or cupcakes for you lover
# Sneak out to get ice cream to share with your lover
# Take your lover to garage sales or flea markets to shop together for things you both enjoy
# Play a competitive game with your lover, whether physical or non-physical, and don’t be afraid to lose....

Cioaz!!!

Warkah Buat Mak

Mak…..
Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari…..
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan
sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih….

Mak tau tak…..
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni
sejak kiter dewasa…..
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.

Emmmm…
rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh…..
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak…..
nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni…..
mak macam dan sedia…..
Seminggu sebelum tu…..
mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3helai…..
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu…..
tanpa rasa mengantuk,
tanpa rasa letih…..
kakak pun rasa hairan…..
mak tak penah buat gitu…..
pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak…..
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaransiam…..
kengkadang siaran indonesia…
mak terus tekun menganyam…
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi
mak kekuburan…

Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2….
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet…
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..
mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..
paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas mak..
ada kat dalam almari…..
ada kat dalam dalam beg…..
ada dalam ASB…..
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi….
ada kat dalam gulung tikar…..
masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar…
kiterkata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa…
mak cuma gelak jer…
eeemmm..
bahagiaa nya saat ituu..

Mak…..
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 sakit perut…..
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL…..
mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk…..
mak tetap takmau pi hospital…..
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk…
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital…..
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..nanti di hospital ada doktor…
ada ubat untuk mak..kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..
Mak tetap tak bersetuju…..
mak memang degil…
tak salah,
anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk….
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit kami adikberadik
sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital…..

Mak…..
amponkan kami semua…
kami nak mak sehat…
kami sayang mak…
kami tak mau mak sakit…
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital….
ampon kan kami yer mak….

Mak…..
Malam itu abang bawa mak ke hospital dan itu lah pertama
dan terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter…
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak,
kiter kata nakbeli kereta….
Mak asyik tanya ajer..
cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula…
kalau tak cukup,mak kan banyak duit…
mak gelak ajerr…..
Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai…..
mak buat kenduri kesyukuran…..

Dan kiter masih ingat lagi…
bila kiter eksiden terlanggar kelinn
naik motor…..
Punya la kiter takut…
kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat mak…..
Bila balik sahaja kampong….
kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj…..
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek…
mak tanya kenapa…?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga…..

Mak….
tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau…
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar…
mak, kiter menipu mak kan…
ampon kan kiter….

Mak…..
Jam 4.30 pagi 19/08/1999
Bila tiba aja kat hospital….
nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih…..
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital…
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak…..
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak….
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu…
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann…kann..kannn

Mak tau tak….
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi
kiter mamandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar…
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann…
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini…
Jalan di depan terasa makin kelam…..
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan….
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela…
Namun alhamdulillah
akhirnya kiter sampai juga…
di sebab kan pagi masih awal,
jadi jalan tu lenggang..kosong….sekosong hati ini…..
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar suasananya…..
terasa syahdu dan sayu gitu…
dinginnnn….

Mak…..
Kiter masih ingat lagi…
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak…
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan….
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi….
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak…..
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan…..
Mak perasan tak…?
Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter…..
Dia kata…
” dikk…jangan nangis…kalau sayang mak jangan buatgitu…jangan nangis ya..”
Bila makcik tu kata gitu…
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..
tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak….

Mak…..
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis…..
kiter nangis ni…..
Ni kat dlm bilik…
baru pukul 4.00 pagi….
Takder orang yang bangun lagi…..
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk “anak soleh”
kiter sedih…
kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la…..
nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh, kiter baca yassin untuk mak…
mak tunggu ya…!

Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya….
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak…
menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir….
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja…

Mak rasa tak….
masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak….
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk…..
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak…
kiter tak daya….
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar…
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan….
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak…
tapi
kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak….
Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah….
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik…
badan akak terasa panas…
makk…
anak mak yang seorang tu demam….
Mak tauu…
cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan…

Mak…..
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi…
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak…
boleh kata setiap malam selepas maghrib
anak mak ini berendam airmata…
Dan sampai satu tahap….
masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib…
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan….
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apalagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu…
tangisan tak dapat dibendung…
Mak tauu…
kiter cuba bertahan…
memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda…
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak…
nak cakap dengan mak….
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan..????
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong…
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..
kiter nangis lagi…
Puas la kakak memujuk kiter…
Akak kata…
” tak baik laa nangis aje..
doa lah untuk mak..
nanti kalau gini jer mak yang susah kat sana..”
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis…..
Agaknya mak nampak adegan tu…
sebab malam jumaat kata orang roh balik rumahh…
mengharap sedekah dari anak2 nya…

Mak tau tak…
di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati…
rasa nyilu sangat….
menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni….
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma…
hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan…..

Mak….
cukup la sampai sini dulu….
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu….
kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid…
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan…
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak…
esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula….
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih…
pastu kawan kiter bgtau…
simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje…
Takper yer mak…
kiter kasi orang lain baca…
Kiter stop dulu…
sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu…
akhir kata untuk mak,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
dan
jutaan terima kasih
kerana
membesarkan kiter…
memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah..
sampai masuk unibesiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang…
boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang…
Sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..


Sekian terima kasih.

Yang Benar
Anak mak yang dah tak degil


Cioaz!!!